for my sad friends

this is actually a serious post, so before you read please follow these instructions:
right click HERE, click Open in New Tab.
right click HERE, click Open in New Tab.
go to each tab and make sure they're doing what they're supposed to be doing at the same time. let them stream
it's called atmosphere. it might be also called overdone, but if you're by yourself  it's ok to be a drama queen sometimes. i've decided that.

ok, you may proceed.

i have some sad friends.
if you think this might be you I'm thinking about, then it is more than likely that it is you I'm thinking about.

i read a post you wrote recently about how hectic and hassle life was, i remembered about your long wait last week for something that you were hoping so much, i was thinking about the journey you've been on this past year, a conversation we had  via instant message the other day, the thing that you want that you can't have, the disappointment about how things have been going, the worry about the future, the loneliness, how tired you are of where you are, how you don't know how to get to where you want to be, that really unfortunate thing that happened, how simply straight up stressed out you are.

i'm being vague, but that's on purpose.

i would like to gather you all up in a big sad group and empty a dump truck full of all the things that would make you happy again right down on your very deserving heads. gently, though, so as not to crush you.

but if life were like that, if i had a magic dump truck, you wouldn't need Allah. and you probably wouldn't know how much other people care about you either.

things will get better. you're not in your world alone, everyone has gone through those misery.. for now, you can do like i do when i'm sad: i get really dramatic about it and lay down on the floor in the middle of the room so i can see the whole ceiling and i listen to mellow music and i pretend i'm in a movie scene, at the part right before everything gets resolved. that's what the above links are for, if you want to give it a shot.

if you'd rather talk, i'm good for that too.