this raya didnt felt like one.it was awkward, abnormal..weird.. dont guess, this is not another 'im a loser sad, pathetic thingy'. im enjoying myself being around family, visited my hometown, still receiving duit raya as people thought that i was 15.
the morning of Eid, the boys went for the raya prayers, or shud I call the MEN, theyre growing up fast. its still mint in mind the last time they were kids, i bullied them. calling them girls, mishmashing their toys at the living room n pointing to them when my parents came home. and everytime me n my sisters messed up our room, the blame all goes to the boys. how innocent of them.. IT WAS THE EASIEST WAY OUT FROM BEING SCOLD.
but this year 1st of raya there were no forgiving caremony like we casually did every year. and worst nobody attempt to seek for forgiveness..nobody i said..everyone was busy.. doing what..? i dont know... the women were busy preparing dishes for raya, the men.. i realy dont know. n people kept coming to our house, there was no time for us family alone. i really feel bad. grrrrr..... it was just another typical day of our everyday live. for record i never had a family photos since 1998. to be exact it was 1998 of raya.
i'll continue writing later
n worst. my phone had gone missing, n i dont think i received text for raya. or be sending text.
selamat hari raya~~
selamat raya!
ReplyDeletethnx sara. selamat hari raya, sori xdpt nk col or wish pn. fon prob tu yg men baling2 sampai tertinggal kt kg.
ReplyDeleteAku pun bz gak tapi aku buat drama raya pertama haha... aku tipu parent aku ngan adik2 aku suh diorang naik atas ada masalah pastu aku salam and bagi duit raya haha.... Tahun depan buat drama ok, cakap la beg ibu duit bersepah ke, abah punya iphone pecah ke haha... adik2 aku gerenti datang kalau panggil camtu...
ReplyDeletehahaha. ok tak terfikir macamtu.
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