i don't know what's wrong with me these few days.
i'm being extremely introvert than before,
i'm being passive in my classes lately.
and very ignorant.
i'm a loner.. retreating from the crowd
my mind can't focus.
my heart says yes and may mind says no.
is this me.? i know this is not me.
my soul are rebelling. but no one hears it screaming.
argghh.. i need a punching bag to ease these confusions(anyone volunteer to be one?)
maybe i need a friend to talk.no.yes.no
*fickle*
i need to see a psychiatrist. give me anti-depressant drugs
i'm being extremely introvert than before,
i'm being passive in my classes lately.
and very ignorant.
i'm a loner.. retreating from the crowd
my mind can't focus.
my heart says yes and may mind says no.
is this me.? i know this is not me.
my soul are rebelling. but no one hears it screaming.
argghh.. i need a punching bag to ease these confusions(anyone volunteer to be one?)
maybe i need a friend to talk.no.yes.no
*fickle*
i need to see a psychiatrist. give me anti-depressant drugs
migraine2.... please go away...
i can't focus too.. :(
ReplyDeletesama la kt.. confusion sucks!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
ReplyDeletearghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. erm kalau jerit betul2 agaknya release tension kot.. jom cuba..
ReplyDeletejerit la sekuat mn pn. masalah xkn hilang. buat sakit tekak saje.. jom la kt buat solat taubat... astaghfirullahalazim..
ReplyDeletesalam...first of all...sori sbb dh lame x jengok blog anda...from da situation...nothing much i can help i think..sorry bout that...
ReplyDeletebut i just wanna share sumthin yg ak slalu berpegang and alhamdulillah sumtimes it helps me to go through tough situation....
whenever i feel that im alone....ill remind my self that "who has no one has Allah"...n being wif Allah rather than manusia is much more relaxing...carenye...postmortem diri...muhasabah diri...bwt solat sunat n mengadulah bnyk2 kat Allah...insyaAllah u will feel much better....trust in Allah as the best tempat mengadu....n at da same time...cube muhasabah blk...pe hikmah disebalik setiap kesulitan....
"sesungguhnya Allah xkn menguji hambaNya dgn sesuatu yg luar kemampuannya"
have faith in this....
even nabi pon diuji....x acila kalo kite umat die x diujikn....
ak pon kekadang de gak tensi2 nih... n de prob nk phm pe yg lecturer aja...tp bile pk2 blk....ilmu 2 kn sume milik Allah....kalo Allah dh nk berkat ilmu takat yg kite phm je nk wat camne...maybe ade hikmahnye...
de satu ketike time kt uia...time 2 mlm...besoknye de qiuz n tutor test...dh la ak bz smpai ke mlm...pastu...study2 x phm...x tau nk tnye sape...dh ar mase2 dh lewat mlm...major dh tdo...pastu gi ar musolla ingat nk cari some peace...but..tetibe..musolla favorite ak de senior pki...port ak study pn de org pki....ya Allah...rase cam nk nangis je time 2(dh nangis pn)...x tau camne nk ckp....tutor test n quiz 2 dh ar kire tok carry mark...spm dh hanco xkn fndation pn nk hancr gak...tetibe rse lmh sgt...rase sgt x brgune....time 2 la rase rndu sgt kt Allah...sbb Alah je blh selesaikan sume prob...ni ar ak...time ssh je nk ingat Allah...(ish3...astaghfirullah...)endup...ak pn tido je smbl dga ayat quran n bgn pg2 esknye...n Alhamdulillah things getting better.......
sori kalo crite ak nie bohsan..hehe...
here is one more tips....
my mom de aja....sumtimes bile kite btol2 need Allah's help..kite blh umm mcm mane nk ckp ea....actually ak lpe ar da exact term die...tp lbh krng camni la ye..
"Ya Allah...hari 2 ak tlh tlg ibuku menjage adkku..keraneMu semate-mate yaAllah..oleh itu..kau prmudahkanlah urusanku ya Allah.."
sumthin like that....phm x??
kire 2 la slh satu sbb kite disarankn tok bwt bnyk2 kebaekan...spye blh bwt tlg dlm doa...
kire mcm nk kukohkan lg la doa 2...
haaa..
well i think thats all for now...
insyaAllah ill always visit ur blg ok..(^_^)
stay strong my fren...there is no such life without ujian...=)
SLAMAT HARI RAYE....MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...
TULUS IKLAS DR HATI...
uhibbuki fillah..
hurmmm........
ReplyDeletemane kayraku yg lame.... kayra dwase nie owez strain je.... chill....hdup smkin hari smkin mncabar babe...
^^ nice tmplate(owez tukar....ikut mOod gak ke...)
haha.. tensi jd form6. byk benda yg perlu difikirkn, sampai satu tahap kt br tersedar kt xde kwn nk mengadu..tp btol kata akukerdil.. kui3. sedarlah ak.
ReplyDeletehang yang tanak ngadu kat aku huhu...
ReplyDeletebkn xnk.. i'm more worried about ur problems then mine la harith.. haha.
ReplyDelete