sad as a rat

Been thinking about my friends that I won't see anymore. I'm not a social person, rarely attending gatherings. Not to mention exceptionally from joining the social network(special case) . hmm.. they are spread out everywhere. Some are in Egypt, Japan and other in the States. Even in Malaysia they are widely dispersed.

My butt is stuck to the computer chair. Trillian is not running. I'm trying to hide. Not from anyone, but from myself.

I need coffee. I need sleep. I need you. Yes you.